Well hello there! I've been very quiet on here. It's been a very busy few months with the new job, working the steps and going to meetings. But all is good! I'm 9 months sober tomorrow 🙌 whoa ho!!! I do secretary at my home group every Sunday and I've been helping newcomers as much … Continue reading Step work
Tag: mental health
Virginity Taken
Hello everyone, hope all is well with you guys 🙂 Well, it's been over 7 months of sobriety for me now - imagine that? Frigging 7 months with no alcohol, not a drop - still have to pinch myself. I really thought it was impossible not to drink, want to drink or live without drinking. … Continue reading Virginity Taken
Secret Summer Drinking
Hey there, hope everyone survived January and is looking forward to Spring - I can't wait 🙂 I was never that fussed on Summer because of the light nights stretching to late and the heat of our house. Don't get me wrong, I loved the sunny days in the beer garden or at a BBQ … Continue reading Secret Summer Drinking
All is not well!
Evening all, hope everyone is feeling great and having a sober fun Saturday night? I'm not!! I'm so fecking ill that I've fallen out with my body and we are not on speaking terms - so much so that just to spite me and make me worse my body decided it was my time of … Continue reading All is not well!
Christmas Past and Present
Hey guys, hope you all had a fab Christmas! I got through my first sober Christmas and I can't believe it 🙂 I'm pretty chuffed with that achievement! Well done to any of you that did the same - it ain't easy that's for sure. To be honest, the worst bit about the holiday period … Continue reading Christmas Past and Present
Resentment and Self Pity
Hey folks, hope you all are well and looking forward to Christmas! I was hoping that this Christmas I would have a little life growing inside my belly and we would be planning for the arrival in July but it was not to be 😦 We got the news nearly two weeks ago and it … Continue reading Resentment and Self Pity
E E Ecstasy!!!
Hey buds, sorry I've been a bit quiet on here - I literally had the worst flu bug along with the IVF meds and couldn't lift my head never mind stare at a laptop 😦 That's me back to normal now thank god! I missed AA for nearly 2 weeks as well but had no … Continue reading E E Ecstasy!!!
Sleeping (not so much) Beauty
God I feel like shite! And there I was feeling all smug and sober with no hangovers, yet the past week with the start of IVF has left me absolutely knackered. I actually do feel hungover in the morning urgh!! Though a positive is that I can remember the night before and I'm not in … Continue reading Sleeping (not so much) Beauty
Bum Deal ;)
Welcome back to my blog about stopping drinking and starting IVF. It seems obvious that any woman going on the journey of IVF would stop drinking but for me it was a little bit harder than I had imagined. I really didn't see that I was choosing drink over my future and happiness completely and … Continue reading Bum Deal 😉
The Bowling Bag
55 Days Sober and I'm remembering so many of the lies I told myself about my actions, health, work and the list goes on. Here's a little light entertainment - don't judge me! My hubby goes to bowls on a Monday night. Now you would think that I have myself a sugar daddy who enjoys … Continue reading The Bowling Bag